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The internet is aggravating, especially for an average joe.
We need to evolve ourselves constantly. What is needed, or should I say ‘required’ is challenge and risk. Trying things outside of the usual routine makes me see things differently. What would that be? Lately, I have been holding thoughts of resentment towards my current jobs (AKA: Position). While I love the people there, I felt like I couldn’t stay there. I must do more and break my cycle.
I just don’t want to live life and die with regrets, even if I bloom late in everything. Besides, everyone always says to obtain and demonstrate new skills. Even in a world where we obsess over money. I could’ve been inspired by co-workers and niece, and also inspired by anger.
But what am I good at? Potentially, it is expressive art. Its something I looked into for many years but various circumstances prevented me a step forward. I’ve done music and acting, but not in my teen years. I lost interest; it’s strange how it stays with you.
I went to a TV related audition a few weeks ago, and while I did not pass, I was invited to the 7-month workshop where I can meet with industry experts. Again, due to my lack of resume, but potential. I was asked “Do you have the commitment?” Before that, I had to explain that this was a industry where you fail a lot and I had to bow my head and recognize that I had to keep trying. SO far, I went through my first workshop and this weekend, I didn’t do singing lessons (its a music school), but rather a basic outlook on the breathing technique and upper chest system. I think the next time we meet, we’ll do more. Ill have to be more consistent with my yoga.
But what do actors need? What is a good actor? If only I was something that does not conform to bandwagons. Something that isn’t temporary. Some dreams aren’t meant to come true; sometimes luck is a factor. When I was at the workshop, I quickly became charmed by the coach. The same with the music coach. You’d be surprised to meet people that you may have seen before. I overthink, especially when the youth are involved, but I get excited. I am, however, a bit worried about my memory when it comes to scripts and monologues.
Aside from the above—recently, and finally, I applied for the local gym. I’ll go tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
What else can I do? Audiobook creation?